Gorgeous, Grim, and Gruesome

As Horror readers, it can sometimes take a lot to shake us. But at the same time, we should never strive to become immune to the things in horror that upset or discomfort us. Because at its heart, horror is an empathetic genre.You have to let yourself feel it, respond to it. It is my belief that, by extension, horror makes us more empathetic, sympathetic human beings. If horror makes us flinch, that’s a good thing.

Such a Pretty Smile is a raw, bloody, open wound of a book, and DeMeester does not shrink from the violence against women – both physical and mental – that serves as her central theme. (Which is why I’ve tried to highlight some of the bigger content warnings down below, fyi.) But one thing I really loved about this book is that the violence, though visceral and at times tough to read, is never gratuitous. For something to be gratuitous it has to be unwarranted, unnecessary, and play no reasonable part in the telling of the story. But the story in question, that of a mother and daughter struggling against a vicious cycle of intergenerational and social traumas, is inherently violent and every drop of blood spilled is vital.

Told from two perspectives across two timelines, Such a Pretty Smile covers a span of 15 years in the lives of Caroline and her 13 year old daughter, Lila. In 2004, Caroline is a talented young artist weighed down by her duty to her dying father and the insecure overbearance of her fiancé, a man who is supposed to be in love with her but seems more interested in surpassing her. When she starts hearing the phantom barking and screaming of dogs, Caroline uncovers a part of herself she had forgotten and a dark secret from her past that will come to shape not only her life, but Lila’s as well.

In 2019, Lila is struggling with societal and parental expectations, the neglect of her distant father, and her own developing sexuality. Lila has a crush on her popular best friend Macie, but her feelings for Macie are complicated by the other girl’s casual cruelty, and her determination to transform Lila into the “right” kind of girl. When Lila’s growing resentment and unrequited feelings start to manifest in strange and frightening ways, she begins to clash with the fragile façade of a life that Caroline has constructed to protect them both. And in doing so, she opens the door to a darkness in Caroline’s past that threatens both their lives.

It’s a story about what it means to be a woman, living in a world determined to make you small, and meek, and above all, quiet. About the trauma that results from being forced to conform for safety, and how, in trying to protect her daughter, a mother can end up perpetuating the very societal rules and expectations that were used to suppress her own identity and joy. Caroline conformed for survival, and she has been trying ever since to keep her daughter sweet, good, compliant, and therefore safe. But the harder Caroline tries to protect her daughter, the more she kindles Lila’s anger, which draws the attention of the omnipresent third figure in Such a Pretty Smile: The Cur. As much metaphor as man or monster, The Cur leaves behind a trail of murdered and mutilated girls, punctuating both Caroline and Lila’s timelines with corpses.